Thank you so much, sweetheart! :)
When you’re far away, I need you closer.
When you’re near, I need you here.
When I see you, I need to hold you.
When we touch, it’s not enough.
When you’re undressed, I need to taste you.
And as I do, you’ll feel it, too.
And as you drown, and open the gates to
your waterfalls, the heavens fall.
Life becomes irrelevant, reality: merely a dream.
Love becomes primal, and voices turn to screams.
This blog has seen many changes over the past 3 years. As I changed, or grew, this blog changed with me.
All good things come to an end.
Through this blog I’ve met a lot of interesting people, in the positive and negative way.
Some of your comments have helped me to move past issues that I wasn’t able to conquer myself, but this blog has also confronted me with the ignorance and intolerance that poisons this planet.
Some of you were open-minded and appreciated both my personal and artistic posts, while some of you clearly had the intention to break me, or stop me.
He told me I was beautiful, and I followed him like a love-sick fool. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but I couldn’t help it. He made me feel free, sexy, and very beautiful. I hadn’t been told these things in a very long time. Like most online relationships, there are connections made. Those connections are never even. Someone always cares and feels more. I thought I loved him, and I would have changed to be what he wanted. Had we ever gotten together in real life I would have been happy for a short time. All of my problems would have resurfaced though, because I never dealt with them. I would have been back where I was before, alone and fucked up. Continue reading